Monday, March 30, 2015

You've got your claws buried deep. 
// Bite Down - Bastille //

My thoughts are a tangle in my head that I don't really want to solve; because solving means definition and finality and a clear line that we can't get back from. It means that we are no longer where we are because we would be steps ahead.  It means letting go and starting again.

 I never thought I'd be this - I never thought I'd be a coward, so scared of what awaits that I rather just stay in this undefined limbo of time, stuck between being a student and an adult.I can't get the rational words onto this page. Everything's mashed up in here - like when I was a kid, I would make bath time pizza dough; which really was just talcum powder and whatever liquids I had on hand. It was a mess. Just like this crossroad is. Welcome to the crossroad of hell.

Nah.

Welcome to the crossroads of transition. Where everything is brand-spanking-new and everything changes or resets upon itself. Friendships go astray, questions answered become void and invalid and most importantly, life progresses.

I've always believed that hindsight is amazaballs- so this will be me, waiting and watching to see what astounding conclusions await me.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

Thursday, March 26, 2015

March 27, 2015 at 01:30PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1EZWTMe I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now, so let the light shine on me.

Friday, March 20, 2015

March 21, 2015 at 12:01PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1FhK6rh Please remember to follow the standard operating procedures set.

Friday, March 13, 2015

March 14, 2015 at 11:57AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1L9sbGL So I put my faith in something unknown. I'm living on such sweet nothing.

March 13, 2015 at 06:58PM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1b7skKL I don't know where I'm going but I don't think I'm coming home. #bali2k1five

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

March 12, 2015 at 10:15AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1AmnmyE Monkey warriors 🐒

Monday, March 9, 2015

March 10, 2015 at 08:16AM



via Instagram http://ift.tt/1HqlJWi So I put my hands up, they're playing my song. The butterflies fly away 🌞 #bali2k1five

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Monday, March 2, 2015

"You don't have to do this alone."

But I do. I am alone.