via Instagram http://ift.tt/1yX4gCP Orange you glad it's a Saturday and there's no work on a Monday?
Saturday, January 31, 2015
January 31, 2015 at 03:53PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1yX4gCP Orange you glad it's a Saturday and there's no work on a Monday?
Friday, January 30, 2015
January 30, 2015 at 06:49PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tDBC9t Im not lucky, im blessed, yes. Leaving doesnt feel as good as it should and saying all the goodbyes today... arrow to the heart.
Friday, January 23, 2015
January 24, 2015 at 02:16PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1B2ghnr Oh when you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing's changed at all?
Tuesday, January 20, 2015
January 20, 2015 at 06:59PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1yEtUxL Happy things come in bright colours. #lastdaysofintern #singledigitcountdown
Saturday, January 17, 2015
January 18, 2015 at 11:44AM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1DPwjHf Took a little break from reality, talking of destiny and aunts. All the love for this girll 💕🙌
Friday, January 16, 2015
January 17, 2015 at 11:32AM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uaXWrx It's not what you say that matters, it's what you do. Countless times, this has been proven true. Also, best way to (really) end the week! #justlikekl #doyouhavethatmilkything
Thursday, January 15, 2015
January 15, 2015 at 08:36PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/14DvFx6 This was a really good way to (almost) end the week. Starbucks and M&M's with @taofiqmasakazu!
Saturday, January 10, 2015
January 10, 2015 at 11:02PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1AXNILB In eyes not yet created, on tongues that are not yet born. I have written you down. Now you will live forever. #bastille
Friday, January 9, 2015
January 10, 2015 at 02:09PM
via Instagram http://ift.tt/1yNFR3S Start from the bottom now the whole gang here. // POP LOHH. May you always find your strenghts and silver linings wherever you end up. #zaididahpop #zaidipopcherry #zaidi4thcoy ((Tap to find Zaidi))
Sunday, January 4, 2015
I find in life, the only way to handle fear is to face it head on.
We all have secret fears. They may be irrational, they may be petty or they may be very, very real. There are the fears that I won't even voice to my closest friends because if I do that, doesn't that tempt fate? What if it comes true if I put a voice to it? It's like signing my own death warrant.
But these couple months have taught me way more about how I should live life than I ever thought it would. I hated the first half of my internship. It was like every bad dream come to life. It wasn't so much as what I did that made me hate it, it was how it made me feel. I think that's the part that most people didn't get when I moaned about my internship.
It wasn't the cleaning, the wiping or the general mundaneness of it all. It was feeling underutilized. I knew that I could do so much better - to be put to work into tasks where I could use what I learnt in school, to be challenged and questioned and just to let my brain juices flow. I think it brought back every single childhood memory of being under appreciated, of being underestimated, of being just not enough. Not good enough to given tasks that mean something. I was a child with issues.
I think weirdly, that's my worst fear, of having no one believe that I could be capable of more. So when all I did was clean, it brought my worst fears to life. And you what? I faced it.
The worst thing happened and I faced it. I didn't like it but I faced it.
There's something liberating about having your worst fears stare you in the eye and confront you.
& you may take a pummel and you may fall but at the end of the day, you're still getting by.
You're still moving past.
My worst fears may not be over, they may all be realized soon enough, but I will get through this.
Trust in the journey that He has planned for you.
We all have secret fears. They may be irrational, they may be petty or they may be very, very real. There are the fears that I won't even voice to my closest friends because if I do that, doesn't that tempt fate? What if it comes true if I put a voice to it? It's like signing my own death warrant.
But these couple months have taught me way more about how I should live life than I ever thought it would. I hated the first half of my internship. It was like every bad dream come to life. It wasn't so much as what I did that made me hate it, it was how it made me feel. I think that's the part that most people didn't get when I moaned about my internship.
It wasn't the cleaning, the wiping or the general mundaneness of it all. It was feeling underutilized. I knew that I could do so much better - to be put to work into tasks where I could use what I learnt in school, to be challenged and questioned and just to let my brain juices flow. I think it brought back every single childhood memory of being under appreciated, of being underestimated, of being just not enough. Not good enough to given tasks that mean something. I was a child with issues.
I think weirdly, that's my worst fear, of having no one believe that I could be capable of more. So when all I did was clean, it brought my worst fears to life. And you what? I faced it.
The worst thing happened and I faced it. I didn't like it but I faced it.
There's something liberating about having your worst fears stare you in the eye and confront you.
& you may take a pummel and you may fall but at the end of the day, you're still getting by.
You're still moving past.
My worst fears may not be over, they may all be realized soon enough, but I will get through this.
Trust in the journey that He has planned for you.
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