August 31, 2014 at 07:56PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/VXKwyt 84. I miss you in the mornings. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Again.

I've done this before,
I know what it feels like.
I've felt the void, the endless, endless void of broken promises and empty words.
I know that it hurts and it burns and it stings till everything becomes red and raw so why?

Why am I at it again?

August 30, 2014 at 01:48PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1n7m19B 83. This was what I meant, when I said that I was home. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 28, 2014 at 02:02PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1AWjC9E 81. Five years #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

I dont get but you gave birth to me so it's cool.

Yeah it's totally okay that you've bought your son three laptops in the course  of four years but damn me if I choose to spend my own money on one handphone that will last me like 3 years. How much of my own money can I waste on myself. Im such an ungrateful child. I should totally be cut off and not receive anything while my brother should be sheltered and not pushed into anything too strenuous like find a goddamn job - because you know, he's a special snowflake ❄

Mothers.

August 27, 2014 at 07:09PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1zDJ7dt 81. How am I going to get myself back home? // We are the lost people standing at the end of the night // We are the greatest pretenders in the cold morning light. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 26, 2014 at 07:21PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qei6Lj 80. Solid study guide making session. #studybutstillfail #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 25, 2014 at 08:48PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/XLX7q4 79. There'a name for my selfies. #celfie #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 24, 2014 at 12:12PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1txgxtt 78. There exists no one like you, no one you can be compared to. So in there lies your love and heart. Then suddenly, you are home. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 23, 2014 at 06:37PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1p1H3vw 77. Remind us all of what we used to be. Making time for each other is much harder than it used to be but I'm so glad we still do this. I'm so glad that we all still love me.😂😂

August 23, 2014 at 11:23AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1polhBk 76. Throwback to Thursday. Met up in the morning for FYP Presentation and lunch then headed home for a nap....only to meet up again for dinner at Tangs + impromptu karaoke sess. Oh days like this 😍

August 22, 2014 at 06:33PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tyc1tI 75. June's ice cream treat and lunch time at Arnold's. Forever with the same faces! #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays #SFG #FOREVERSFG

August 21, 2014 at 04:57PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ph8EIg You guys make me smile until I have no eyes. Thank you for all the effort you put in from the start. Im the sort of person who gets excited sbout new projects quickly then dumps them half way. But with you guys? Im in all the way. All the wayyyyyyy #teamgenesis

August 21, 2014 at 11:42AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rnkAuD 74. Kissing goodbye to fuuuuuucking FYP. #teamgenesis #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Everyone I've ever loved has left me lonely

I'm trying to type this out but I have no idea how to say it. It's like big gulps of emotions in my throat and it won't let all the perfect words out. Every chapter of my life is different and every time I never wanna close the book on that chapter. But I do - because that's what you have to do. You have to move on and go forth and hope that all the other chapters that lay ahead are just as good as the ones you've left. But somehow, every time I close a chapter, I feel like I'm lugging within me ghost of chapters past. All loves that left me, it's like a shard of glass pierced through my skin. I don;t know how to numb myself so it's just stinging. My whole life is stinging right now. 

Everyone I've ever loved has left me lonely, 

Every time I let go, I'm high and dry 

Every time I think I'm one and only 

I find myself alone not knowing why 

All the mystery and the magic

You light up what once was tragic

And I know that I will miss you when you're gone. 

I don't think truer words have ever been spoken. 

xx

August 19, 2014 at 05:10PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1tj9nrL 72. No turning back now. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

Its stuck on me how you could be at the same place at the same time but have your whole world changed.

August 18, 2014 at 06:53PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/XuqXz7 71. You are my sunshineeeee, my only sunshine! Love you Mia! 😘😘😘😘 #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 18, 2014 at 01:27PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1BskEvr 70. I'm a mess in a dress, can't do anything right. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 08:03PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uIs2kw 69. Zai go away. (featuring his FYP project) #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 11:54AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1Ano7tL 68. What's a raya without selfies? #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 17, 2014 at 11:38AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uHouPy 67. Always a good time. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 14, 2014 at 06:24PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1owEZvb 66. Beginning of the end. This shit's bittersweet. I love you all so much. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 14, 2014 at 01:56PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/Y7jxlt 65. Here's to a million more stupid face selfies, 3am MacD's sessions, to midnight movie sessions that lead to 3am MacD's session. Happy Birthday Zai Zai! I pray for your happiness and for you to have the strenght to overcome any adversity that comes your way. Here's to one of most dedicated, most lame assed, most funny, most smily person I know. Friends sampai Jannah ok? 🌌🌟🌠⚡🎂🎂🎂🌌🌟🌠☀☀⛅🌟🌠🌌🌈🌞🌞🌝🐆🐅

August 12, 2014 at 05:36PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sxwaTD 64. If my heart was a house, you'd be home. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 11, 2014 at 10:44PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/VfIskU 63. I can count on my hands, the number of days we have left. But always remember that it's never goodbye It's always a "I'll see you later!" 🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅🔅

August 10, 2014 at 05:22PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1vt6fP8 62. Of yesterday's joy. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 09, 2014 at 07:12PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1sIlSxD 61. Black and white crew 🐼 #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 08, 2014 at 09:41PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1skcp1F 60. My lip gloss be poppin. My lip gloss be cool. All the boys keep jocking, they see me after school. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 07, 2014 at 10:17PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ogoEdT 59. For some reason (talking in macs till 3 in the morn) today felt really tiring and slow and sluggish. But awesome people met today. #soitsallgood #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 04, 2014 at 03:35PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1ky7W9e 57. So I bare my skin and I count my sins // #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 03, 2014 at 09:32PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1s1Dnel Hey do you like playing with sparklers? Cause if you want, you can light my heart on fire. 🔥🔥🔥

August 03, 2014 at 08:11PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uWQteZ 56. Old best friends and chocolate. Always a good combination. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 03, 2014 at 04:46PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1AMhsKI 56. Caliz's mum has got it going on. #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 02, 2014 at 06:19PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1qCgji0 55. Raya 2014 edition. My cousins are all too hipster to take photos with me. #hipstercousinproblems #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 01, 2014 at 10:50PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1uP1dvU 54. Days that turn into nights #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays

August 01, 2014 at 10:00PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1rRhrPC 54. Blazers and beaches #100daysofhappy #calizhappydays