Things About Caliz: February 2014

Friday, February 28, 2014

March 01, 2014 at 11:53AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1dL8IGF Don't know how much better Friday nights can get!

March 01, 2014 at 11:51AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1dL8Iqi The overwhelming relief of having NO MORE UTS.

Have you ever had an ache so sharp that it's all you can do to grit your teeth? And getting the words out feeling like smashing crowbars onto your teeth, literally having to pull them out one by one? An anger so heavy it propels you to ground zero with a weight that lingers at your throat? Where you physically want to feel something fresh and sharp and burning on your skin to tell yourself that you're not crazy and that the pain is really there?

you need to watch your words with people. don't take shit out on them.

I feel like telling you to leave me out to dry, to not pretend that you care for me. Fucking hell, I'm done caring about you idiots. im always the one putting in the effort asking people out and shit but what the fuck do you care? if im gone im gone not like any of you fucking care

Came home from one of the best days of the week only to have you pick out my flaws. No, hello, how was your day. You go straight to the point.

Yes, I get it, I'm ugly and I'm not good enough.
I know I'm not pretty, I'm fat and I just basically suck at everything. Why you feel the need to point that out?

Thursday, February 27, 2014

February 28, 2014 at 12:23AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1cVV2vw Another one for my birthday girl!

February 28, 2014 at 12:23AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1cVV2vw Another one for my birthday girl!

February 28, 2014 at 12:21AM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1koyMMu Here's to so many more years of friendship and love and sunshine! Happy Birthday @filzzie! Love youuuu <3

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

Sometimes the fight isn't worth it. Just let go and be free.

Sometimes the fight isn't worth it. Just let go and be free.

Be alone, but free.
I keep trying and trying to be the best person I can be but I still feel like I'm living in a glass jar.
always just echoing back.

it's nights like these with no stars, or light to guide my way where I falter.
And maybe

Sunday, February 23, 2014

February 23, 2014 at 05:39PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1eiFxKt Fight the good fight. // Midnight movie with my darlings. I need these moments to last forevaaa.

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

There`s someone I`ve been missing

I think that they could be

The better half of me

Come home

Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long

For so long

And right now there's a war between the vanities

But all i see is you and me

The fight for you is all I`ve ever known

So come home

Oooh

- Come Home
One Republic ft Sara Bareilles

It's okay if you don't value me because I value myself and I know there are those who value me.

I feel like I'm always the one pushing people away.

Every time I label someone important, I put so many expectations on them and I end up being disappointed. And this is through my own fault.

I can't think of how to stop this other than to not label anyone important.

When we love, we love with sincerity and equality okay?

Monday, February 17, 2014

February 17, 2014 at 10:39PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1cQr5JU I'm a little heartbroken that there'll be no more classes of Health Ethics and Law again. No more North canteen breaks, no more heading to TRCC. No more slacking. No more laws. No more taking selfies. No more giving people nicknames they hate. No more class ):

Sunday, February 16, 2014

February 16, 2014 at 10:29PM

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Wednesday, February 5, 2014

February 05, 2014 at 08:35PM

via Instagram http://ift.tt/1bu1IQV I went in Tp not knowing what I was in for but I left so much better than before. Nikki, you are one of the treasures that I've gotten from TP. There are so many words that need to be spoken and thoughts that need to be conveyed and hugs that need to be given, I don't even know where to start. But I'll start from here, Happy Birthday Nikki! And ill leave everything else that I need to say for a more private message. Love you!