Saturday, June 29, 2013

June 30, 2013 at 09:57AM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/bKl0HQHzXh/ Nabil

Friday, June 28, 2013

June 28, 2013 at 10:53PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/bG1A2KnzVf/ Monthly movie date with @imsyafiqsalleh awesome and humble people guys!!

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

June 26, 2013 at 09:20PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/bBgxWmHzVa/ So my cousin called me out of the house to look at the "haze" THEN HE & ABG LOCKED ME OUT. #revengewillbesweet

June 26, 2013 at 09:12PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/bBf2rdHzUX/ Dot your brownies with loveeeee.

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

June 25, 2013 at 07:09PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/a-s-32HzRR/ In the placea, people and things around you. For there is beauty in the darkness as well as the light.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

June 23, 2013 at 11:00PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/a592VdnzXT/ Runaways: super cool.

June 23, 2013 at 03:54PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/a5NFFcnzRN/ Stuck in the kiddy room and even they tak layan! Hahahah

Friday, June 21, 2013

June 22, 2013 at 12:35AM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/a0_GgdnzdD/ Friday night's are exciting as hell.

Thursday, June 20, 2013

June 21, 2013 at 10:48AM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/azgg5Hnzb2/ "I couldn't reach school on time because I couldn't find my way through the haze."

June 21, 2013 at 10:47AM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/azgYBAnzbd/ Ninja @saradzarrel!

Bucket list

1. Stand on one of the beaches in thailand with a fedora & shades on
2. Go to a restaurant that sells creme brulee
3. Eat the creme brulee
4. Spend a week alone in a holiday resort (& not die)
5. Wake up early & see the sun rise

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June 20, 2013 at 06:33PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/axw631nzQC/ My little pony after it. Blergh.

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

This is not a home this is a hotel room.

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

June 19, 2013 at 08:40AM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/auIN36HzfR/ ............................................................................................................................................................................................................
Somewhere along the line I feel like I tripped - and lost my being. Like it feel out of my pocket and I just . . . I just never picked it up.

And then like coins in a damaged pocket or gains of rice through your finger, everything I thought I was slipped away. The people I loved, the things I held dear, the ideals. It's like it all - like nothing mattered anymore

I'm lost and I'm going back and forth trying to find the missing bits but it's all gone.


just

all gone.
The person who said that there were good days & bad days failed to mention that the bad days seem to go on for an infinity.

Monday, June 17, 2013

I feel like I'm living two different lives.

When I'm out with other people I've got to smile and pretend everything's alright. And for the most part, it is. It's alright.

But then I get home and it's dreary and heavy. Like a flood thick toffee syrup pushing down on your back, drowning you down and you want to stand but it's too icky to do so.

By the way, I didn't really mean the last entry. I guess I wrote that in a burst of anger and I hate how mean I was. But what I hate even more is how this is affecting M. I wish I could change it all for M. Find her someone that treasures her properly. To allow her to go relax and do what ever she wants. I wish things would be different for her - that she never married D and never had kids. I'd give up everything I have in this world to see her happy. I must work harder from now on. If not for me, for M.

because I love you so.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Don't tell me to shut up.

It's not my fault that you're a worthless, good for nothing, lazy, useless person. If you were a person of good character, maybe it wouldn't be so bad that you haven't worked in 10 years and you've been buming off your wife who works 12 hour shifts to support the entire family.

Anything happens and the first thing you do is hide like a coward but when you're in the spotlight or anything good happens? You take all the credit. You'd sell your own family to make other people happy. And you know what? Your "friends" the one you spend all your time with? They're not gonna run to your  rescue when you're in trouble. Your wife has been doing that and how do you repay her? By spending her money and all your time away. When push comes to a shove, all you care about is your lazy ass and how you can better relax.

Round of applause for the best pathetic excuse for a human bejng alive.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

June 16, 2013 at 12:38PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/am1EezHzUK/ Nothing makes my morning better than Mummy's fried carrot cake! #zebest

June 15, 2013 at 10:40PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/alVPTQnzTe/ Worked with @afiqahrei today! So glad she was available. Also ended up in the same event as my cousin! @shazlynh!! Both made my day so funnnnnn! Sayang korangggg!

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

June 12, 2013 at 10:38PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/admmQvnzcE/ Woo! Midnight, not quite.

Monday, June 3, 2013

June 04, 2013 at 02:21PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/aIHUvbHzbv/ Banana Mango smoothie for this oven baked Tuesday

June 04, 2013 at 12:26PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/aH6NLNHzSF/ Maybe dreams were never meant to be held tight. Maybe they were always met to be set free to take flight?


Been so bored with my room lately, so maybe it's time for a makeover?

First Draft: RVNB + RVCCNB


Sunday, June 2, 2013

June 02, 2013 at 09:17PM



via Instagram http://instagram.com/p/aDtZFXnzfF/ Sunday night's with Harry & Sally!

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Dreams 1 & 2 June 2013

I've been having weird dreams lately. Okay maybe just for the past two days...

2 June 2013
Today I dream that all my friends and i were in the same school but in a polytechnic level. Then I was on a quest to bump into H. Like really figuring out ways. But I couldnt just go up to him because I hated him, we were fighting, I think (you see?! Even in my dreams we fight) then I heard that this other person was meeting him for lunch, and then I got really sad. Like really sad. Then it got weirder, I found myself at some ahbengs house and his house was full of people & I was with another girl that I felt I knew well. I then made a fool of myself and then something else happened so I hid under the table. The table got unreasonably short for some reason.. so when I tried to get out from the table, everything on top almost fell over and broke. But when I did get out from underneath the table, there were fishes in rectangular plastic containers on there. Then blahblahnnlah, I forgot what happened, but we were walking through a zoo-like exhibition, and like all the creatures were the ah beings pets. Oh and I got the feeling the the girl I was with and the ahbeng never met each other before and they sort of got together after that meeting?

1 June 2013
Then the day before that, I had this strange dream where I was arguing with this dude about what roti john is called in English. I was so sure that it was johnny tie, and this other dude said it was johnny skinny. And then I woke up and the first thing I though of was that thank god the other dude was wrong also... Because, you know, its neither. This was a funny one!